jadiebeth

"because you're not feeling what I am."

I heard those words two days ago and they have been rushing round my head and driving me mad. It just stopped me dead and I could hear the blood rushing in my ears. I knew there were a million things I could say but nothing left my mouth. Everything was going amazing. We were simply sitting on the couch and she put her leg over my knee and I rubbed her exposed wrist, which seemed to be okay and suddenly she tensed. I instantly knew something was wrong. And as I asked her what was wrong she replied with the words above.

I was lost for words. And I still kind of am. We had been working towards this and then she slammed me down. I should have argued or told her how I felt but nothing left my mouth.

I can't write any more until I think of what the hell happened!

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